I miss you...

I miss you more than you know. I miss how we use to tease each other and how happy I was back then with you. Especially how you made me feel... wanted. Now its just nothing we don't even talk anymore and it's sad because every time you are online I just wanted to say Hi or even get a Hi from you but of course. It's silent. It's truly sad how we once were and now we don't even talk at all. I miss the way you use to make me feel. The way that I use to get butterflies whenever we would talk. The way you would make me do the craziest things just to get your attention. But I took you for granted and I'm sorry for that.That's the one thing I would change if I could turn back time. In the end I guess we both lost each other because we were young and confused of how we felt for each other. I knew how I felt about you but was just too afraid to admit it and how you would react to it. But if I had one more chance I'd tell you before you left.But we were young and if we had a chance now I guess it would be real different. I'm not the same girl I once was but either are you. I've changed and been through alot all of the struggles made me who I am today. But the sad thing is I don't know you at all now because time have passed and I don't know if you are still that same boy that made my heart skip a beat or are you someone different.  I guess it's true you never know what you got till it's gone. I just regret what I didn't say to you. But I don't regret for the things I've done. The things I've done led to the memories that I still hold dear to my heart because that's all I have left of you. Just memories. Thinking of you makes my heartache.  I miss you my almost lover.